Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Long Distance

As circumstances have changed in my life I am now in a relationship 6+ hours away. I was terminated from my job. The good news is I was able to find a decent job right off the bat. The bad news is I had to move to get it.

Why do i do this. Because I love what I got. Why do I smile. Because seeing my girl on the weekends makes the weekdays without her worth while. A weekday now is a temporary thing that separates us. The first few weeks will be touch with the changes to make, but after that things will get easier because my heart is strong.

My weekend comes tomorrow so I need to retire my insomnia. Good night kinksters

Sunday, October 2, 2011

hood time

This is from last week on an amazing session my girl and I had together. I started the scene by showing her things I would use on her: my latex hood with open mouth and nose, my latex inflatable gag, my hand mitts, my Hitachi, my leather armbinder. To start off my evening with the armbinder and my cock. After a fantastic facefuck I figured a good fucking was in order. Cum rushes out into my rubber fuck toy.

Time for her to have some fun armbinder off and on go the mitts. I attache them to eyebolts above. I get under her and start the hitachi. She can can only wiggle and take what I give. After playing with her like this for a while I take her down and continue to do what I was doing. She cums hard and twice. I hold her. Yum... thats a good sunday.

Friday, September 16, 2011

Spider Gagged

I enjoy quite a bit in the BDSM world. One of those is face fucking. Another would be objectification. On to of that I love gags and bondage and padlocks and training... well I could keep going. I bought this one from Huse.com

This fills all of these things >:) Her mouth becomes a hole for me to fuck. I have complete control all she can do is take it and hope I am nice to her. Once I take the spider gag off of her she transforms her mouth again to her own waiting for the next time I will use her. But as much fun as it is I can only do this to someone I enjoy

Saturday, August 27, 2011


As we speak I am punishing my girl for the first time. For the D/s dynamic this is not my strong point. I find I can have too much empathy for a person. But as I learn it is something I need to do to help grow a power exchange at least with certain people. Everyone is different. For example some people are motivated by pain. Others by fear. Some need positive reinforcement some do not. Sense she is a bit of a masochist she is sitting by herself bound and gagged blindfolded without me saying a word to her. I hope this will help reinforce her training to me. I do look forward to cuddling afterwords. I need to post some more soon. Keep watching!!!

Monday, August 1, 2011


What a weekend. I have not been able to get back to my creative writing. I could not tell at times when my play seasons ended and vanilla time began. Introduced my girl to my hood with bondage. To the bondage gas mask and many other fun things we shared. Awesome time so here is a slightly earlier pic to describe my weekend with a picture.

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

The intimacy of BDSM

I'm back after a long hiatus. There have been many changes in my life sense the last post. Relationships ending and a new one beginning which is now growing strong and looks to go stronger.

BDSM is very strong both physically mentally and emotionally. For BDSM to truly feel right I need those thing with someone I play with. I like doing very "bad" things to people I like. Control and objectification seriously turn me on. But to do this I must have an intimate connection. When I control someone we become one. That person is an extension of me. To do this I must care deeply about that person. For what I do is an us thing. I am apart of them too.

This bound girl bellow, her connection wit me as we stair into each others eyes the more control I want. What starts as pictures ends as much more as we connect as the time allows us. But knowing we both really like what we do to each other to become this ONE puts a smile to my face :)