Thursday, March 25, 2010

Fetlife Events

This is a curiosity to me. On Fetlife you can post that you are or that you might be going to a certain event. I have never advertised that I would go to an event. I would like to get an idea of the advantage or what other Fetlife users like about this feature. Just a curiosity. Please comment on why you do or do not do this. Thanks for the input.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Getting Back on the Sattle

After a brief dealing with seasonal depression, I am finally coming back out of self induced shell. Today was the first time in a while I have enjoyed meeting new kinksters in my area and really being myself. No subbie for me at this time, but I'm sure I will find a new pet. For the time being I will enjoy life and being single.

Monday, March 8, 2010

The urge to control

As a control freak my nature is to control. I find that I try to balance this with reality that I is not right for me to control everything. And of course I have no business controlling someone without consent. But that does not mean I cannot do that in my imagination :). Take for instance the other day at the store I visualized a lovely lady there. How she would look in a nice shiny collar. Or how her face would look in a new hood I bought. I start to think what she might be like in reality if she has some secret desires. And those desires how they could be shared and fun had by all. At least I do not mentally undress them. I dress them up.... in latex ;) And now I sit here wishing i had a nice rubber slave here at my chair. Imagination is a glorious thing.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010


I have had some relationship changes in the recent past coupled with being pressed at work that have put me into a stage of emptiness. While my mood is fine I am a little frustrated to not have any close friends in the are I am living now to hang out with. I have energy now but no one to share it with. I rush passion and interest but no one to see it. While I know will meet new people and grow stronger friendships I sit here to wonder why I have not grown in this area as I have in my home town Raleigh NC where I have many friends who I can share with. I would like to here others responses to this. I certainly don't feel bad just slightly frustrated.